The Baby Chase

A place where I rant about infertility, miscarriages, fibroids, surgery, and the bloodsucking HMOs.

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

Captain Jumperoo and Freedom Girl

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I'm at work right now (which is a Very Good thing, believe me!) so I can't really post. But I wanted to share this: http://www.yout...
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Sunday, July 11, 2010

What Makes It All Worthwhile

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I never have time to write anymore--I barely can make time to pee, for God's sake. But I'm going back to work in a week and might a...
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Friday, May 21, 2010

The Love Infusion

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I know I’ve been out of touch for awhile. Mostly it’s just because I’ve been crazy-busy, what with caring for two helpless little people. ...
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Friday, April 9, 2010

The Grind

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Eleven days in, and J and I are really struggling. We seem to have moved beyond the fun and exciting phase and entered The Grind. It...
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Tuesday, April 6, 2010

Introducing--BABIES! (In J's Words)

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Introducing . . . (drum roll please) . . . the fabulous new additions to our family! Meet Gretchen ("Baby B") and Dexter (...
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Saturday, March 27, 2010

Labor Pains

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I had envisioned March going one of two ways—either I would simply be pregnant until March 29, when the scheduled C would go forward, or I...
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Monday, March 22, 2010

Down the Rabbit Hole

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(Prelude: I never wrote about it, but on February 26 I was hospitalized with a kidney stone. After five days, we agreed to have a sten...
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Who is this crazy Babychaser, anyway?

the Babychaser:
DC Metro Area (Maryland), United States
I'm 36 now, and the clock is most definitely ticking it's fool head off. Started TTC in June 2005. We bought our first home in April 2004, and now it just seem silent and empty and waiting for the family we planned to fill it with. Natural conception (finally!) in March 2006. Miscarriage at 5 weeks. (Oddly, my sister, who was in her second trimester, miscarried only 3 weeks earlier.) More TTC, no luck. Just charting and stressing and a ruined sex life. Started IF treatment in September 2006. So far, nothing but two more lost pregnancies, an ugly scar across my bikini line, a drained bank account, and another year older. Have been facing depression, despair, manic research on adoption, more depression and despair at discovery that adoption seems even harder than trying to make your own baby. Trying to find some hope and joy in life. Maybe in the spring, when the flowers start to bloom? But it almost doesn't matter--depressed or not, broke or flush, I can't stop chasing that elusive baby....
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